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Join me in my life of a regular Singaporean. Where there is nothing to do but shop and eat.
I am a 25 year old fresh IT grad searching for a career in a highly competitive market. At the moment I spend most of my life in front of my laptop. The internet is my currency to the world while I have none to spare ($$$). Read my thoughts and opinion. My triumphs and my breakdowns. I do not seek to inspire or beg to be praised. Simply my honest takes and I am all there is. |
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Monday, August 09, 2004
.::i jz wallow in self pity til my flesh tear and my skin bleed::.
.::i jz wallow in self pity til my flesh tear and my skin bleed::.
I'm so damn freakin bored okayy...i cant find my hp charger coz my annoying dad's hid it somewhere. Whyyyyyyyyyyyy???? Now i'm completely cut off from my messages. And it's surprising that at this hour nobody is online. So i'm so damn freakin bored. So fed up. So ughh! Plus i'm getting sick of them ppl blastin those fireworks already...preview here preview there...i'm sick of it okay?! I ain't got no blardy tix and i've nv really had the chance to see proper fireworks and coz i can nv go out aft dusk...God noes why well then betta tell me quick coz it's freakin unfair! Plus i'm jealous of those ppl hus havin a time of their lives watching the spectacular moments of blastin fireworks tonite. They're freakin beautiful alrite?! And i only got to watch it from my window! Damn my life sux...
I'm just feeling so so so down...feel like crying. If only i could trade all these horibble feelings for just something so precious as happiness. Gosh i'm really not myself rite now. The only thing pacifying me is the beautiful music playin from nine-eight-seven. Thank you good ppl of p10! But then again it would haf been wonderful to just sit under the stars in the cool nite air enjoying the splendour of the fireworks wif those u love. For me rite now the ones i love aren't spending much time wif me. I get so forlorn that all i need now is a hug.
I'm just feeling so so so down...feel like crying. If only i could trade all these horibble feelings for just something so precious as happiness. Gosh i'm really not myself rite now. The only thing pacifying me is the beautiful music playin from nine-eight-seven. Thank you good ppl of p10! But then again it would haf been wonderful to just sit under the stars in the cool nite air enjoying the splendour of the fireworks wif those u love. For me rite now the ones i love aren't spending much time wif me. I get so forlorn that all i need now is a hug.
posted at 12:01 AM